Out(bound) and about

I haven’t posted anything here in some time. Though I do have a few thoughts for this website in the pipeline, I want to inform my six or seven daily visitors (you are dearly prized) that I am also up to a thing or two elsewhere.

What then, you ask? KCFreePress.com

As of Wednesday—when the site launched—I am a contributor for the city’s first web-only “newspaper.” Even if I weren’t a contributor, I would be both proud and excited about the Kansas City Free Press. The editors at KCFP are letting me run with an idea I’ve been toying with for years, in the form of a regular column dealing with the notion of place. When I first started keeping a blog, in 2004, the entries I enjoyed writing the most—and those that my readers also seemed to enjoy—were dealing with my own fleeting involvement with the places I traveled to, near or far.

What’s the KCFreePress? Let the Editor-in-Chief tell you himself.

Since the site launched, people have asked me what it means to write “about place.” Admittedly, I am using a noun, which most people use in passing, to describe something more contemplative. When I refer to the concept of place, I am quietly referring to something I believe: Most places are unique, and different from other places; they are divisible and definable. And even when they are not—especially when they are not—they are interesting. An excerpt from my column’s introduction works to solidify my aims.

When I travel from town to town, or through one nebulous rural place after another, I gather a sense of how welcome I am as an observer. It’s largely dependent upon the part of the country I’m in. However, suspicion can grow anywhere an outsider lingers. If I see something curious that I’d like to take a closer look at, I give myself three passes at the very most. By then, the least suspecting have noticed me, and the most suspicious are interested in me. Even in the places I call home, I approach and observe my environment as an outsider…

…Kansas City carries a reputation with visitors and natives alike as being a somewhat homogeneous place. To the contrary, I find that its outlying regions contain surprises, its suburbs are in disagreement, and its neighborhoods each jostle as home to the city’s ideals. To that end, I suspect the city’s inhabitants offer just as much to discover. With the method I have described, this column will be an opportunity for me to make those discoveries, one place at a time.

This column, entitled “Many Places One”, is as soft as news gets. My hope is that the column is found and welcomed by those who enjoy wondering about the mysteries and charms of the place they call home. These “stories” will be presented in more shades of gray than preferred by those who want only news, “hard” information, or sensational opinion. If it is found unsatisfying, it will be a worthy exercise nonetheless. One of the most interesting elements of any locale is the often surprising way in which inhabitants think of themselves in relation to their home.

At the very least, “Many Places One” will serve my pursuits as an artist with an active studio practice. The work I have been making for the last several years is directly involved with these ideas, and I am interested to see how the content of my work is altered by this formalization of a working habit. For some time my method has been to open myself to experience and imagery by wandering on tire and foot, until enough subjective inferences have been made that I am driven to produce paintings in the studio. I am curious what will happen when I systematically report my findings, between the naturally formed phases.

Anything else? Yeah, just a little.

With this last bit in mind, I will also mention that I am doing what I can to get the Free Press Arts section off the ground. Though there is rarely such thing as “hard news” in the vague and dubious art world, my goal is to be neither a critic nor an automaton reporter, as art requires cogitation. My views on the subject are neither authoritative nor exhaustive, but I can promise that they will be objective and descriptive. My modus operandi, in all things, is to say what I see.

El Niño Supine

At night, the walk between the house and my studio entails an arm outstretched, waving for spider webs, for shrubs I have misplaced, for a door handle and its key. In those ten meters of cautious and mild wonder, loose thoughts escape me like water in a shallow tray. Out of a need to believe that I am not inhaling spiders face-to-face, I at times ponder toward the sky. Lifting my feet knee high, high above the grass my wife surrendered to me; allowing it finally to be a thickened brush.

In these short moments, between regular human life and an altogether bizarre affair, my sky-fixed eyes curse the closeness of the neighbors and their fences, their trees, their yards, their sounds. The closeness of all their impeding darkness. Towering without wonder, high above the horizon I desire, that if it could would send pulsing, faint word of all distance and light.

“Writing about photographs is a risk. The first sign of a good photograph is that it makes you want to say something about it. The second sign is that it makes whatever you say seem inadequate. The best photographs entice commentary then demean it, stimulating reaction and then cutting it off, producing noise only to extinguish it. The image actively silences the viewer.”

Mark Wrigley

Mentors are Important

“Artists as trusted mentors are very few. If and when I live near one again, I won’t take it for granted. It’s as important as the weather.”

Me, via Twitter

In my short time on earth, I’ve taken a lot of aimless drives. If any significant amount of time without such a jaunt has passed, I feel all the more aware of the necessity for these escapes the moment I accelerate across the open road. It is in these moments that I recapture a sense of purpose for the day, or the year. I’m able to recollect in a way that renders all the workings of life below water, and the brief time I spend driving awayor around—signifies a quick surging gasp, as I breach for air. For a few minutes, I’m above the surface, I see things for what they are. The barriers and difficulties of my situation are recapitulated, and I’m able to author my thoughts with the perspective of literal distance. I often conclude such drives feeling able to dive back into the narrative and swim, rather than drown. Keep reading…

The Rising Thing

Painting, and to a lesser extent, “image-making”, is the one act I do regularly that feels entirely apart and absurd compared to the doings and un-doings of each waking moment of my regular, paint-free life. In addition, painting is very often—but not always—an act I am more comfortable performing than any other. By comfortable, I mean that in the moment I am wrestling with what I see, or mindlessly acting upon those thoughts, I can achieve a sense of contentment. I am not wasting my time, all of this will contribute to something that lasts. Keep reading…

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